同以往一样，写了年终小结，不痛不痒。总觉得缺了点什么，看了篇叫作“转身前我也想微笑”的文章让我全线崩溃，于是决定再写一篇。  

08年我做了什么？吃饭，睡觉，做爱，赚钱，……我在计算，08年究竟吃了多少只猪，喝了多少瓶酒，到了多少次高潮，赚了多少的钱？很多东西无法统计，比如高潮，也许物质还好，感情就更难了。我的身材曾在08年的6月因为失恋而迅速瘦身，几乎挤进美男的行列  

08盛夏的苏州天平山，我回忆起上学时穿着新皮鞋征服山头的样子，假装若无其事得喝茶，心一直在旁边陪着，给我鼓励。半年之后，在淮海路上，他告诉我，之前的恋人给他电话，问他要GUCCI还是要D&G包。心说，以前多少次幻想过这样的场景，等真的到来的时候，他回了句，不用，谢谢。心说，有些事情当你经历过，回头再看，就会坦然很多。也许我还没有到年纪，年轻时候，谁不失恋个三五次？

08年的地震中，我的世界也翻天覆地，当时觉得无法过去的事情，之后我明白，非诚勿扰里，舒淇无惧得跳下山涯，但其实，不是每一个人都会被一个所谓正好遇见的渔船救起。爱情有风险，投入需谨慎。  

08年生命中两个重要的朋友结了。忽然想到自己，我会有婚姻么，会有自己的孩子么？好友听完我的祝辞后，祝我早日找到自己的另一半，过上幸福的日子。我回了个笑脸，心里刻薄而辛酸得回了句，幸福和婚姻有时候只是打个擦边球。其实冷暖自知。  

08年还有什么？看了几场电影，讲了几段故事，有了几次旅程。平安夜前一天，我问M，去年这时候我在凡星，你在做什么？M诗情得回了句，在欣赏你。06烟雨朦胧，我记得曾对M说，如果这次我受伤了，一定很重，到时候你借我个肩膀。2之后，M莫名得接着我哭泣的电话，在那头漠不作声，之后说，赚钱重要。现在想来，一阵唏嘘。  

我的2008即将过去，谢谢在我生命中扮演过角色的人，爱我，恨我，伤我，无视我，欺骗我，祝福我，嘲笑我，崇拜我，关心我……  

爱念执着转头空，很多时候还是洒脱点好。  

周说，无心插柳的喜悦多几次无妨，我们要做好避免窘境发生的可能，至少降到最低，比如世上有种蓝色小药丸叫万艾可，虽然他提倡食补。  

生活还在继续，开心一点，坚强一点。

close to you
靠近你

why do birds suddenly appear
every time you are near?
为什么当你靠近鸟儿就会突然出现？
just like me, they long to be
close to you.
正如我靠近你的时候。
why do stars fall down from the sky
every time you walk by?
为什么当你经过星星就会从天空坠落？
just like me, they long to be
close to you.
正如我靠近你
on the day that you were born
the angels got together
and decided to create a dream come true
当你出世的时候，天使们聚集一堂决定使一个梦想成真。
so they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
of gold
and starlight in your eyes of blue.
所以他们用月亮的尘埃把你的头发染成金色，用月辉将你的眼睛变成蓝色。
that is why all the girls in town
follow you all around.
因此镇上的女孩子才会总围在你身边。
just like me, they long to be
close to you.
就像我一样，贴近你身边。
on the day that you were born
the angels got together
and decided to create a dream come true

so they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
of gold
and starlight in your eyes of blue.
that is why all the girls in town
follow you all around.
just like me, they long to be
close to you.

close to you.

hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

92 世界之顶 Top Of The World

Such a feeling's coming over me. There is a wonder in most everything I see. Not a cloud in the sky, got the sun in my eyes, and I won't be surprised if it's a dream. Everything I want the world to be is now coming true especially for me. And the reason is clear. It's because you are here. You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen.

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation, and the only explanation I can find is the love that I've found ever since you've been around. Your love's put me at the top of the world.

Something in the wind has learned my name, and it's telling me that things are not the same. In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze, there's a pleasing sense of happiness for me. There is only one wish on my mind. When this day is through, I hope that I will find that tomorrow will be just the same for you and me. All I need will be mine if you are here.

        有一种不好的预感，通常这种能够感觉都是在90%猜中的可能下才会出现，虽然之前已有准备，但还是忍不住伤心，有些事情真是没法强求...

        我要坚强...

        睡了...好累...

       Hope the sun shining brightly tomorrow ...